You know that "get-to-know-you" question-who is your hero? I realized I
didn't have a non-family member as an answer until this week. And I
miss her like crazy.
If you talked about my work with me within the past two years, I would have undoubtedly told you about my principal Linda. I met Linda my first year at LCMS.
She came in as the interim principal about a month after I started. I
remember the first time she entered my classroom. Before then, I heard
she was a born-again Christian from other staff. She was thrilled that
I was leading a discussion about money versus the importance of family.
"Sorry to interrupt your discussion Miss B-." she chimed. "But
I want to tell your class a story about a man I know. My friend was
very very rich. He had expensive cars and an expensive house. But he
made some poor illegal choices and he wound up in jail. He lost it all."
She had my students' attention and mine. Then she said:
"He went to jail. But you know what he found?" she paused as students threw out some guesses.
Unabashedly, she pointed up and said, "He found what really mattered. He found God."
I
was floored. Wow. I couldn't believe my principal said that in front of
a class in a public school. You have no idea how much I prayed for
freedom to express my faith to my students and co-workers. The
floodgates were opened wide with her example.
A few weeks later,
she stepped into my room again to watch the end of a lesson and chat. I
brought up the discussion incident and told her I believed in God.
And
that was the beginning of numerous times I prayed with Linda. "M-," she
said, "I wish we could sneak onto campus at midnight sometime and pray
andanoint each classroom with oil."
Linda lives out 1st Thess.
5-she prayed constantly. Her office was a safe haven for many teachers.
She prayed with more than half the staff at my school and many
parents-both Christian and non-Christian. She told many of us that she
didn't have to be a principal-she wouldn't even advise anyone to do it.
But she knew God wanted her there-even if for just a short time.
And
I would always tell her (because she knew I didn't want to teach in
America forever), "Linda, I'm staying as long as your here."
There
are times when I wish I could trace God's hand. You know, just know why
and what He's planning, and what He's really up to. I know He's
infinite and I'm finite...who can understand His ways-the Bible even
asks. But, I really wish I could now.
Linda, was diagnosed with a brain tumor this week. The MRIs and biopsy
confirm its 95% cancerous and growing. I know she's staying
positive-she has a strong sense of God's timing and His peace over her
life.
I have this card she sent me the beginning of this year
posted by my desk at school. On the front is a picture of Balboa Pier
with Ruby's diner in the background and a surfer in the majestic waves.
I always have seen waves as a reminder of God's faithfulness-though
violent and calm at times. She would always tell me that all God wants
His children to do is "show up"-be willing and God will use you. She
wrote me this beautiful e-mail before I left for my trip this summer-I
love the whole thing but one of the most hilarious quotes from her
e-mail was: "You go girl. I will pray every day. You will feel my
prayers being answered. As for creature comforts, you won't even miss
them! You are young strong and beautiful with beautiful hair that is
lacking nothing in order to jump out of bed (or some floor, or some
grass hut or something) and cook up some cow or something (hope you are
not in India for the cow)." She's hilarious.
I cannot tell you
how blessed I am to know and work with, for, and under such a beautiful
woman of God. Linda knew at any moment that God could pull her out and
she took advantage of the time God placed her here. She is such an
inspiration in my life and I know that even though she's going through
all this yucky stuff physically, she's still giving thanks to God for
this is His will for her (1stThess. 5).
I know not a lot
of people bother to read or visit this corner of the web. But please
pray for her. It will mean so much to me...and her. Thanks