...below the surface...

...well you all could be pr-ying for me as I think I hit a lull in all the excitement and "honeymoon-ish" type feelings of being abroad.  "I want to go home" is not exactly it-but I fight my pride in thinking I should be able to handle things and emotions/theology in wondering "WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING HERE?!" Unfortuntately I think it's taking away joy from just being with friends I love in this foreign place.  For an introvert like me, I have had very few times of quality time by myself to reflect (this has been better since being back from the Ph-lippines)-which makes me moody.  And then I feel so insecure in who I am in Him and what I am doing (especially relating to my m-trip to Om-n in a few days). 

 

So pr-y for the L-rd to speak into my insecurites, for Him to fight off the temptation to strive to be a super human and the "I should and I ought's" that come from failing to see that it is OKAY to be afraid, alone, introverted, etc.  Pr-y for wisdom and insight about Om-n and more good time with Him-because I'm totally craving it right now.

 

Thanks so much!